Ignorance

Ignorance as no parts it acts as the whole,and produces all the three illusion on the same time.The jiva manifesting in the waking and the dream states Isvara and jagat also manifest.
This is the daily experiance of all the individual.....

Sri Ramana Maharshi

present.........

On the present the past and the future stands,the present is always for even the past was present in its time,and so also will be the future be present in its time.What ever happens therefore happens only in present.
Sri Ramana Maharshi

Relation

Date 23/12/09. It’s been a month and half wife left for America and first time we been apart in the 16 years of wedding life. What kind of relation do I share with her? Its material bond or the spiritual bond since last 16 years. We share both but major time it’s an understanding of the mutual relation ship, and we have no any deep miss understanding till date. Sometime many things arise but we eliminate there and there only so it doesn’t come in a bigger way. We do share the spiritual bond equally along with the material bond in which the terms and condition are. I don’t know about her view. I do love her from the depth of my heart both the ways in terms of physical and the spiritual. I love having the sex with her and always have loved her. We have met for a certain purpose to fill full and in that the foremost is the spiritual sharing along with all.

Karma

Date 7/12/09 Everyday its pain full when thinking of late son, the way things went and I have to watch everything happening in front me including the death of our only son and I couldn’t do any thing. And now after the effect the dilemmas of the second child should we have it or not? The wife as the desire for the second child, but I am not ready for it cos the confident level is too low and the fear of the past accident not allowing me to go for the second child. These are the reasons for. 1) The amount of suffering around and the UN predictable body. 2) High polluted and corruption in all the things. 3) Fear of the same thing happening. 4) The demanding world and the security for the child. 5) The fear of not meeting the ends. 5) What will he or she do coming into this world? The same things which their parents did eat sleep and be marrying. These thoughts were not there before the late son but they came as the son departs. Now these are the blocking rocks and on the other hand wife is in hurry to have one more child and I am helpless thinking what the coming child will do in these world. The son of a bitch rajandr Prasad who hit the car from behind will see the same disaster where his son and wife will die in accident and he will be all alone to watch and know the pain. Here after no matters how much birth he will have he will not get the peace of mind he will only suffer this is the curse on him. Our whole life went ups and down and with out the child and the conflicts for the next baby. The chart of karma is hard to know why and what and the reasons of the things happening, I only know everyone in this world in respective of the power and positions will have to pay at appropriate given time for their deeds, and the history is the evidence for that. The father of lord rama when he was on the bed of death none of the four son were beside him and he has to watch the blind couple laughing at him the parents of the shravan. Every one comes under the law of karma. It’s all most near two years of the accident and the painful days. But on the other hand I was blessed to come out and face it’s only because of sri Ramana maharshi if he wouldn’t have come before the accident today I wouldn’t be alive